high school?

2.06.12

okay. I don't know where to start.
today was the announcement and the graduation as well, idk mungkin sekolah gue gak mau repot kali haha jadi digabung gitu satu hari.
well, yeah I made it.
I didn't get into any top ten lol
but it's really nice to see my parents and family proud of me.

tbh i don't really care about this whole thing since I already got a table in high school.
I tried to be like hmm thinking about it the night before but I just don't care, and today I was just like happy 'cause I graduated just for a sec and then I felt normal. I got good grades, thank God, and again was just excited for a moment and then nothing.

and am so proud and happy for my friends, all of them (expect the ones who cheated (re: bought leak answers))

I was so ugly today huhu everyone was so pretty and handsome and neat and.

after the whole graduation stuff, went to cipinang, took a nap and then picked up my brother and went home (oh yeah I had BK too, yum) we talked about my grades, society, Jakarta-Cibubur and shits.

oh and we had seafood for dinner, one of the best.
on the way to dinner, nyokap gue lagi buka kaca mobil untuk buang sesuatu dan bokap dengan sangat tidak berdosa nutup kacanya, yep, nyokap gue kejepit and you know I was the only one who saw her face and just laugh my freakin' ass off.

sebenernya, sayang banget nem gue gak kepake, yah gue udah dapet sekolah and I worked hard for UN dan sebenernya gue bisa masuk negri Jakarta, but how? already set this way. haha I decide it too fast and now it's too late, peeps. can't go back.

I'm thinking worrying about my highschool. yeah. why? dunno, it's hard, complicated. haha.
I shouldn't worry this much.

 and tomorrow my nan is leaving :( gonna miss her so much!